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I had a rather disappointing day, so let's talk about something that's not so disappointing.

Like that panty fic I wrote.

You know what my very favorite part of that fic is? I mean, besides Dean getting off on wearing lacy women's underwear?

Castiel went out and bought them for him.

Castiel figured out it was something Dean wanted, and then he walked into a store and he picked them out.

I don't know, there's just something about it that gets me. The incongruity of Castiel in, say, Victoria's Secret. Hopefully not getting security called on him for being Weird with a capital W.

I have notes in my writing notebook for a potential follow-up. (I don't know, would that be overkill?) Because there's also something about Dean realizing that Cas bought them for him, that he went into a store and picked them out. And suddenly Dean wants to know if Cas chose the color, the fabric, the cut and style himself, or if he let someone else pick them out.

And if Cas chose them specifically...what does that say? What did he tell the clerk? Anything? That they were for a man? With hairy balls and a dick, no feminine parts in - or out - of sight?

Dean would bet that women were all over Cas, if he wasn't freaking them out with his intense staring in a store selling lacy underthings. But then...Cas only really looks at Dean like that, so maybe there's no need to worry.

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Date: 2010-05-21 04:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shetiger.livejournal.com
I loved that, too. Also all of your other thoughts are tasty. Mmmm.

I don't know, would that be overkill? No. Emphatically no.


...I want to add something else to your thoughts, but mostly I'm thinking about Cas in a Victoria's Secret, going through all of the underwear, and then the hot saleswoman offering to model them for him, and Cas explaining that that would not help.

And Dean knowing that now someone else in the world besides him and future him and Cas and (what's her face) knows that he likes wearing women's underwear. (Even though they don't know who he is. They know the idea of him likes it.) And he's torn between being freaked out by that and totally turned on.

Oh, man.

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Date: 2010-05-21 04:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
No. Emphatically no.

Oh good. Because I kind of can't stop thinking about it. (I also kind of can't stop thinking them reversing positions. Cas curious about what Dean enjoys about the experience, not having any of the hang-ups humans do when it comes to their gender/sexuality...)

Cas in a Victoria's Secret, going through all of the underwear, and then the hot saleswoman offering to model them for him, and Cas explaining that that would not help.

Yeeeees, I can see that so clearly. I keep focusing on those hands shifting through them, looking for...whatever it is that he knows will somehow be right. And that look he would turn on the saleswoman...

Who would then spend the rest of her day thinking about that guy with those eyes who came in to buy underwear for his boyfriend.

Mmm, yeah. This is a happy mental place to be.

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Date: 2010-05-21 04:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shetiger.livejournal.com
them reversing positions. Cas curious about what Dean enjoys about the experience, Yesssssssss. This, so much. (Plus, then the image of Misha with the underwear comes into play.)

those hands shifting through them, Yessss. Dear god, yes. Hottest image ever. (And then she'd totally need to get off later. Dean/Castiel is good for the world, bringing happiness one person at a time. Sort of a pay-it-forward thing.)

This is a very happy place, it is.

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Date: 2010-05-21 04:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
Plus, then the image of Misha with the underwear comes into play

Misha with underwear. Misha in underwear. It's, uh....yeah. It's not a bad thing.

omg, how about Dean's reaction to Cas' casualness, his disregard for what wearing the panties, and how the panties make him feel, might mean outside of their relationship and what they do together. Completely unworried about what the world might think of him.

Oh god, I just...I love that it's not just about the panties, you know? It's about the feelings cause and the reactions they trigger.

Dean/Castiel is good for the world, bringing happiness one person at a time. Sort of a pay-it-forward thing.

Heee. Yes! Exactly. (That woman is totally sneaking off to the ladies after Cas leaves.)

I am so glad I made this post.

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Date: 2010-05-21 04:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shetiger.livejournal.com
Misha in underwear. It's, uh....yeah. It's not a bad thing. I started trying to imagine, which led to me thinking of him in 24, rolling out of bed all almost nekkid (stupid camera cutting away)...and yeah.

...where the hell was I going with this? Totally lost thinking about nekkid assassin Misha.

that it's not just about the panties, Yes! It's about so much more. It's about Dean admitting stuff to himself and to Cas, really, plus all of that other stuff.

I am so glad you made this post, too. *g*

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
Image

Because if we're talking almost nekkid Misha, that gif has to make an appearance. I mean, come on.

(And this is why there needs to be fic in which Dean is floored by Castiel being hot like some really fucking hot thing. I have fic for this.)

It's about Dean admitting stuff to himself and to Cas, really, plus all of that other stuff.

Exactly. What I always like to strive for - and may or may not hit - is porn that isn't just...two people getting off together. I want to explore all that stuff, I just want to explore it in a way that gets them naked and sweaty. ;)

My evening has improved remarkably.

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shetiger.livejournal.com
Dude, that gif belongs in posts on the Dalai Lama. (I mean, pay-it-forward happiness! Totally appropriate.)

What I always like to strive for - and may or may not hit - is porn that isn't just...two people getting off together. Yes! This! This is what I'm always going for, too. Because it's one of the most intimate things two people can experience together (the others involving life and death). How they react in that moment is completely fascinating. Do they keep all their emotional walls up? Do they drop them completely? Are they mismatched in the way they approach the encounter? Do they put on a different persona completely, one that might mask or unmask their deepest thoughts?

And yay! Mine, too. :)

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
Dude, that gif belongs in posts on the Dalai Lama.

That made me LOL.

Because it's one of the most intimate things two people can experience together (the others involving life and death). How they react in that moment is completely fascinating. Do they keep all their emotional walls up? Do they drop them completely? Are they mismatched in the way they approach the encounter? Do they put on a different persona completely, one that might mask or unmask their deepest thoughts?

Everything you said there, all of it. On top of that, do we as viewers/readers get to see them differently? Does the person they're with see them differently? How do they react? Depending on who they're with, do they open up more? Do they surprise themselves?

There are just so many things that can be going on under the surface. I love it. (It's also one of the reasons I don't think I'll ever be entirely comfortable with the term PWP.)

Yea! I'm glad! ::hugs::

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Date: 2010-05-23 01:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] everstar3.livejournal.com
I finally have a good response to this gif!
Image

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Date: 2010-05-23 06:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
HEE!


That one's kind of mesmerizing, too...

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Date: 2010-05-23 10:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] everstar3.livejournal.com
I may have been known to stare at it for inappropriate lengths of time.

Much like I may be doing with your icon.

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Date: 2010-05-21 04:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spacefragments.livejournal.com
i'd say you need to write:

a) cas buying the panties for dean
b) cas buying the panties from dean, from the salesgirl's POV
c) dean thinking about cas buying the panties for him
d) cas wearing the panties


basically, i just want a lot of d/c panties!fic. :DDDDDDDD

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Date: 2010-05-21 04:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
Dude. You basically just hit all of the things I have notes for regarding more fic. :D Before I even finished In a Twist, I was jotting down CAS IS CURIOUS. (oh christ, the panties under the suit. Dean moving to undress him, working his hand into Cas' pants to find lace stretched tight instead of the usual practical cotton...)

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
Yeah, um. I may have killed myself with that particular image.

I mean, can you imagine? The way they'd be going at it, totally in the moment, kisses hungry and desperate and slick, Dean only half paying attention to what he's doing at Cas' waist until his finger slip inside and...Holy shit.

Cas would pull away, wondering why Dean had gone still, blinking at him with eyes gone dark, lids heavy. Kiss-bruised and breathless and, fuck, wearing those panties, the ones Dean hadn't let himself think about since Cas worked them off his hips and dropped them to the floor...

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shetiger.livejournal.com
Oh, god. And then he's torn between thinking about Cas keeping them, and the right now, with Cas wearing them. And how long has he been wearing them? Since that night? Did he put them on right before they started doing this? And oh, god, who knew they'd be just as hot on Cas as it was wearing them.

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
And, oh, underneath that is the realization that Cas probably planned this. He put them on knowing they would eventually get here, pressed together and panting. Which just leads Dean back to Cas buying them, because he planned that, too. It wasn't just a spur of the moment thing, the two of them unable to keep their hands off each other for more than five minutes when they're alone.

This is not the Cas who rubbed his neck nervously when Dean mentioned sex. It's not the Cas who downed half a beer looking terrified. This is a Cas who saw something that he wanted, that he thought Dean wanted, and went for it.

And oh, god, who knew they'd be just as hot on Cas as it was wearing them.

This image, and Dean floored and staring, is going to kill me forever. He'd want to reach out and touch, stand back and stare. Wonder about his own reaction and then just not care because, hello, Cas is right there waiting expectantly.

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shetiger.livejournal.com
*whimpers*

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Date: 2010-05-21 04:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spacefragments.livejournal.com
hee, oh, exactly, that is super hot. i love that subtle type of crossdressing. i bet dean has no idea that he'd get off on seeing the panties on another man in addition to wearing them himself. and cas would be so unselfconscious about it, it's kind of endearing.

i've been playing with the idea of cas, you know, experimenting with things that dean would consider girly (y'know, like the bubble baths XD) out of curiosity since, like you said, i doubt he'd give a damn about gender stereotypes or whatever. and dean's reaction to it. idk i really want to see fic for it. not being a writer really sucks sometimes.

can i add jensen/misha panty!fic to that list

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
i bet dean has no idea that he'd get off on seeing the panties on another man in addition to wearing them himself. and cas would be so unselfconscious about it, it's kind of endearing.

All of that, right there. Nail on the head. I like the idea that Dean already knows he gets off on wearing them, but would be surprised to find out that, y'know, he really likes them on Cas as well.

i've been playing with the idea of cas, you know, experimenting with things that dean would consider girly

I like that idea a lot. (Remember that thing about being an enabler? I may complain, but feel free to plant seeds of ideas.)

can i add jensen/misha panty!fic to that list

ARE YOU PSYCHIC? This whole time, I keep thinking what it would be like to add another layer...the episode putting that thought out there, Misha with all of the underwear...

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spacefragments.livejournal.com
exploring of kinks ftw. :D i love the idea that dean would feel safe enough with cas to let go, so to speak.

it would be a nice (and potentially sexy) twist to the canon angels which are coded as male so strongly... and, well, female in the case of anna. man, we could have used some more kickass lady angels... but i digress.

LOL i think that's the ship hive mind talking. XD it's not difficult at all to make the jump. jensen and misha joke about dean wearing panties, and jensen gets curious enough to try it out himself, etc... and we know misha doesn't mind a bit of crosssdressing. ;D

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
it would be a nice (and potentially sexy) twist to the canon angels which are coded as male so strongly... and, well, female in the case of anna. man, we could have used some more kickass lady angels... but i digress.

I agree. I always kind of wanted them to do more with the ideas that angels are genderless, sexless beings. And then, outside of the show since they'd never really go there, what happens when you put them in bodies and in cultures where people make gender and sex, and their performances, a big deal.

Kickass lady angels would have been awesome. Or, y'know, another lady angel with a name besides Anna.

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Date: 2010-05-21 05:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spacefragments.livejournal.com
lol i think both of those things are a bit too much to ask from spn, sadly.

but we'll always have fic!
Edited Date: 2010-05-21 06:04 am (UTC)

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Date: 2010-05-21 10:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolfrider89.livejournal.com
Good brain pictures. Gooood brain pictures. I'd love the follow up. Also, Cas walling into Victoria's secret? Priceless and awesome.

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Date: 2010-05-21 04:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
Aren't they good brain pictures? Mmmmmmm. The entire post basically saved my day.

And, really, I can just see Cas walking into Victoria's Secret looking determined and focused, but also not quite knowing where to start.

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Date: 2010-05-21 03:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lattimore.livejournal.com
The incongruity of Castiel in, say, Victoria's Secret. Hopefully not getting security called on him for being Weird with a capital W.

LOL, MTE: either he's given the bum-rush out the store for fondling the merchandise - he just likes the texture of the fabrics, okay? - or the salesgirls are all mooning and making heart-eyes at him while Castiel is completely oblivious. Because the Dean in his head modeling his potential purchase leaves no room for any other thoughts!

Oh dude. writing a followup would not be overkill in the least. That story was one of the hottest things EVER.

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Date: 2010-05-21 04:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
he just likes the texture of the fabrics, okay?

Bwahahaha. He's a tactile person, okay? There's nothing wrong with that! (I just keep picturing him in "Lazarus Rising" paging through that book right after he knocks Bobby out and translating that to him shuffling through underwear.)

Maybe the salesgirls would be like, "Um. Weird guy in trench coat at 3 o'clock pawing through the panties" until they warily go to do their jobs and - oh my - he might still be weird, but he's polite and...actually quite attractive and asking questions that aren't personally invasive like some creeps do and maybe he'd be interested in coffee when her break hits in fifteen?

No? He doesn't require coffee? But does he want it?

No? He has to get back to Dean? Who's that? Dean is...Dean. Well that's helpful.

The panties are for him?

Oh.

And suddenly she's not using that break for coffee. She had no idea that even did things for her.

Yeah, I think a follow-up is in order. Like, now.

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Date: 2010-05-22 12:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] everstar3.livejournal.com
What I'm, uh, enjoying is the mental image of Cas coaxing Dean into telling him what he likes about it. "It feels good, okay?" "You're going to have to be more specific." "I dunno, it just feels good." "[patient stare]" "....Like, the fabric's different and stuff." And Cas just keeps making him talk.

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Date: 2010-05-22 08:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
Ooooh, yeeees.

And Cas just keeps making him talk.

He keeps making him talk, and Dean kind of hates that he's blushing, that his cheeks feel too hot, all the blood just below the surface. He hates that he can't...quite...articulate what it is that he likes so much. He just likes it. But Cas keeps asking, and Dean doesn't really want to talk about it - he'd much rather do - but he can't really refuse Cas when Cas is naked and patient and watching him like that...

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Date: 2010-05-22 08:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] everstar3.livejournal.com
When he does manage to say something like, "The fabric's different. Smoother," Cas says, "I see," and strokes him through the underwear like he's testing it out. Dean thinks Cas says something after that, too, but he's not really sure, because the noise he just made drowned it out.

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Date: 2010-05-22 09:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
He'd get Dean on the bed, Dean's head against the pillows while Cas himself is halfway down the bed. Propped up on an elbow, his head near Dean's hips for better observation, Cas would question him and touch him and drive Dean crazy in the best ways possible. With trailing, curious fingers and warm breath brushing across Dean's over-sensitized skin.

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Date: 2010-05-22 10:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] everstar3.livejournal.com
Dean would squirm on the bed, although neither of them would be sure whether he's trying to get away from Cas or closer to him. To make sure, though, Cas would pin his hips down until Dean calms enough to hold still again. Dean would be left fucking up against air, hands twisting in the sheets so hard he nearly rips them off the bed altogether, and Cas would huff a laugh against his skin, nipping a kiss against the jut of Dean's hipbone.

(I need sexy icons. Also a cold shower. XD )

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Date: 2010-05-23 03:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
Ooh dear lord, guuuh.

Dean would call him a tease, Cas' mouth never quite going where he wants it to, pressing kisses so close. Cas would look up at him, all seriousness, and say, "That implies I don't intend to follow through." He'd pause, perhaps shift closer. "Rest assured, Dean, I have every intention of following through."


I...may have to write more than one follow-up.

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Date: 2010-05-23 03:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] everstar3.livejournal.com
"Sometime this year, Cas?" Dean would try for nonchalance, except then his voice cracks on Cas's name, and Cas's eyes glint in satisfaction.


...Whoops. Shame on me. My work here is done

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Date: 2010-05-23 05:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
Dean can try to act like he's still got control, but he's not fooling anyone. Lest of all Cas.

Cas has him pegged to squarely it's not even funny.

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Date: 2010-05-23 01:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] everstar3.livejournal.com
and then Cas pegs him

Dean would want to hate how well Cas knows him, how easily Cas reduces him to a creature of pure, incoherent sensation and need. He would want to hate how much he needs Cas and how Cas makes him absolutely shameless.

The truth would be that he's grateful. So fucking grateful.

"You're thinking again," Cas would murmur, and slide a fingertip up the satin-covered length of Dean's cock.

He wouldn't be thinking any more.

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Date: 2010-05-23 06:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
Sometimes Castiel appreciates it when Dean thinks, but a lot of the time? Dean thinking leads to Dean doing and it's usually Dean doing something stupid and dangerous that could be avoided with some thinking done by someone else.

And as much as Castiel loves Dean's stubborness (finds it frustrating, but it's part of what makes Dean Dean), he'd much rather have him safe, quivering under Castiel's fingers.


...Now I might have to do one from Cas' POV. Darn. My list of things to write is ridiculous.

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Date: 2010-05-23 10:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] everstar3.livejournal.com
There's also the satisfaction Castiel takes in being able to make Dean stop thinking. If he were a being who could be addicted to things, he thinks he'd be addicted to this, to that moment where Dean's hedonism wins the fight with his willpower and the long line of his body relaxes into the bed. He's almost as completely Castiel's creature then as he was when Castiel was rebuilding him from the dust of the earth. Castiel gazes down at his fascinating, frustrating, beautiful creature, knowing he's entirely at Castiel's mercy, and is always a little shocked at what answers from within him.

You get off on that, huh? Kinky angel, he thinks Dean would say if he knew.

No, Castiel answers his inner Dean. I get off on you.


...I should probably stop helping add to your list. XD

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Date: 2010-05-24 03:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
♥♥

Oh, guys.


...I should probably stop helping add to your list.

On the one hand...probably. On the other hand...DON'T. I may complain, but I love it. :D

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Date: 2010-05-24 11:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] everstar3.livejournal.com
Haha, I'm having a blast. I need to actually finish some of my stuff and put them out where other people can see them.

(eeeeeek.)

Seriously, these boys are so inspirational.

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Date: 2010-05-25 08:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
I'm having a blast, too. Seriously, when I originally made this post it was after a long day and I was all blah and I didn't know if I should or not.

Best post I ever made.

I need to actually finish some of my stuff and put them out where other people can see them.

Dooooo iiiit.

The boys are inspirational. It hasn't been a year since I wrote my first fic in fandom and they've done more for me writing-wise than anything else.

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Date: 2010-05-23 03:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mulder200.livejournal.com
After reading all this, I so need a cold shower!

The idea of Cas buying underwear for Dean is both hot and very romantic. Because buying things for your lover will never not be hot.

Plus, the idea of Cas doing this not just</> for Dean but also himself because he wants it is totally hot.

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Date: 2010-05-23 05:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annundriel.livejournal.com
I am so, so happy I made this post. Not only did it improve my day at the time, it continues to provide all sorts of happiness.

The idea of Cas buying underwear for Dean is both hot and very romantic. Because buying things for your lover will never not be hot.

Mmmmm. It is, isn't it. It's an incredibly intimate thing for Cas to do, both in what it is and what it implies. I love that he does it, and that it's unprompted.

And that he might want it a little himself, because Dean does. Oh, kind of like Castiel not understanding the appeal of porn because what he does understand is the appeal of Dean. He's intrigued by Dean's want and would like to follow it and see where it leads. (To both of them naked and sweaty and spent.)

Dean's going to feel like he's under a microscopic, but he's going to love every second of it, even if he does squirm and complain until Cas has his mouth right there...

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