Anxiety & Skeeball

[annundriel]

I am still having massive writing anxiety, but I think (think) I'm on my way to getting over that with this specific fic I'm working on. I keep making changes, poking and prodding it into something better or more or closer to what's happened in canon lately (hopefully all of these things and nothing negative). I'm just waiting to talk to a couple of people about it now. Then maybe I can exorcise the whole thing and be done.

It's a really good thing I don't bite my fingernails anymore. Braces! They were good for something beside giving me headaches!

My first thought when I hear Castiel say things like, "I'm going to look for God," is that they should check hospitals for coma patients first.

And then all the places you can play skeeball.

Comments

[olivelavonne.livejournal.com]

That's what I thought too! You think Kripke is a fan of Kevin Smith or at least Dogma? Also, weird that Dean's amulet can help them find God.

[annundriel.livejournal.com]

I figured it wasn't just me! Is the world really doomed if Jay and Silent Bob show up?

The amulet! Have you seen the episode where Dean gets it? Bobby gave it to Sam to give to their dad for Christmas and instead, Sam gave it to Dean. Since their dad wasn't there and Dean was upfront with him about their life. Oh, and then of course Sam gave it back to Dean when Dean came back from Hell.

So Dean essentially gave the physical manifestation of his tie to Sam to Castiel. And that physical manifestation is supposed to help Castiel find God. Interesting...

I love this show! I think I'm glad I didn't start watching it while we were in school. That's about when it started, right? It would have driven me bananas.

[olivelavonne.livejournal.com]

I have seen that episode. I remembered that Sam had given it to Dean when they were kids and it had meant a lot to Dean because it was from Sam, because he loved Sam so much. Which is why it made me sad that Dean gave it away, even if it was to help find God. I thought it was prety symbolic of what's going on with their relationship in a way. I hadn't realized that Bobby gave it to Sam though.

Supernatural started the summer before junior year. I remember because when it started I was working at Murphy for the summer and I was in a little studio, just got my tv and the first episode freaked me out so much, I invited Jana over to watch the second episode with me. At that point I was convinced the apartment was haunted. I shouldn't watch ghost things by myself.

[annundriel.livejournal.com]

I remember the commercials for it and being interested but then just...not. Because of timing, scariness factors, it airing on the CW (or the WB - despite the fact I got sucked into SV), etc.

But since I waited I got to do the first three seasons without being all antsy for the next episode. And I don't have to worry about, oh noes, doing that reading for Philosophy, English, Theology, whatever. Which, omg, is still MADE OF SO MUCH WIN.

[olivelavonne.livejournal.com]

That's okay, I only watched so much of the first season because of the scary factor and because school started again. We already had several shows. Plus, you know, school work and work.