Things Continually Turn Out Better Than I Expect Them To

[annundriel]

I just had a meeting about my Chaucer paper where I received my exploratory narrative. Y'know, the one I was worried about and caused a small rant? Apparently it was really good. So I walk back asking myself, seriously, how do I do it? How do I continually pull this stuff off when I feel like it's not going that well at all? I mean, last week it was the same thing with my Flaubert paper.

Although, I guess it's all tied into what both Neesha and Kasey have said about me needing to be a little bit more confident with my writing. Even if I know I'm quite capable.

I just need to stop thinking and worrying about things so much.

And stop trying to use "apparently" in every sentence of this post. Seriously. I had to remove at least two up there.

Meanwhile, there's a test in Chaucer today. And then the graduation dinner for English majors tonight.

Kay thinks it's funny that I can start sentences with, "The other day in Chaucer it was so funny when..."