See, the thing is I know all of my real friends are there for me (and Jessica doesn't count 'cause I still pretty much think of her with a mean name attached). Deep down I do know that. But haven't you ever gone through something and felt completely alone even when you're surrounded by your friends? And I've said before that this is my own fault. I only distance myself because I know everyone else has their own problems and I don't want to burden anyone with mine.

Love you too.